Tuesday, February 18, 2014

Monday, February 10, 2014

"I don't believe in best friends"

I don't believe in best friends, because best friends just break your heart.

My heart cries out, I can't trust anyone. But this isn't time for a stupid pity party. No one should trust me either, because I am human and I am sinful. Give me your entire heart, and I will break it even if I love you with all of mine.  Every year around this time (my birthday, not valentines days), I'm reminded of loneliness. I came alone. I am alone. I leave alone.

No one to talk to but God. No one to cry to but God. No one to listen but God.

People are disgusting.
People are deceitful.
People are selfish.
People are cruel.

Let me step back in my judgement.

Lord, I am disgusting.
Lord, I am deceitful.
Lord, I am selfish.
Lord, I am cruel.

Thank you for still loving me. Help me love like you.

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