Thursday, April 28, 2011

Pop

I'm not sure if I'm misunderstood, but the idea has been planted. I want to be asked to prom.

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Tori-drama

I think I fall in love every time I watch a drama. Ok, maybe not every single one,  but the comedy romance ones with a prince-charming. I did grow up with Disney princesses and Barbie dolls. And although I've yet to date, I feel like I've already been dumped an unfair number of times. I guess I fantasize and fall into imagination love. I'm crazy! And currently, I am getting over my "false" feelings for Hyun Bin from Secret Garden.

I love watching dramas and the heartbreak won't keep me from watching them, but they do tire me out. It saddens me that the Prince-charmings belong to ash-girl and there is no way for me to even want Prince-charming after the series of love, misunderstanding, betrayal, despair, and the final revelation. Of course, there is the overbearing evil status-hungry Queen that disapproves of ash-girl. But they get over her too. 

And I think, now, I'm stuck in this fantasy. 

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Brewing

Feverish and cold, I want to go home. Dry eyes and chapped lips, I push my way to 7th period. It's too painful to blink, too hot to breathe, but I need to keep going. Because all my life, it has always been about school. How can I fail now that I'm old and hopeless? It'll be fine because I thrive under pressure. I thrive, I say I say. I thrive.

I miss myself

 I miss myself. What does that mean? I miss who I was when I was at my best. Even when I was at my worst, I seemed to always crawl through t...